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What Remains In Gaza: A Young Palestinian Amid The Wreckage Of His Home

šŸŽWhen the war began in October 2023, Sanad and his family fled in fear for their lives. Just 12 hours after they left, their home was bombarded. As the war comes to an end, he returns home, only to find it gone.

@i.sanadosama via Instagram

ā›„Under the blue skies of Gaza lie endless stretches of greyā€“a graveyard of once-loved homes. Rubble from one building blends into the next, making it impossible to tell where one ends and another begins.

šŸŽ‰Twenty-year-old Sanad walks from his makeshift shelter in Khan Yunis to Rafah, to see what remains of his five-story home. When the war began in October 2023, he and his family fled in fear for their lives. Just 12 hours after they left, their home was bombardedā€”while the structure was left standing, the home was hollowed out. In the second bombing, however, most of it turned to rubble.

(L-R) Sanad's home after the first airstrike vs after the second airstrike
(L-R) Sanad's home after the first airstrike vs after the second airstrike @i.sanadosama via Instagram

šŸŒ³ā€œEverything is gone,ā€ Sanad says in a video he posts on social media after heā€™s come to terms with reality that his home really is gone. His eyes are puffy and cheeks look flushed, but when he faces the camera, he shrugs.

ź§’ā€œEverything is gone but all we can say is thank God for everything.ā€

ą·“As Sanad treads through the one portion of the house which remains standing, barely, he finds some personal belongings, remnants of a happier time.

šŸ„ƒā€œThis isnā€™t just a house. Itā€™s a reminder of everything Iā€™ve lost and everything lā€™ve had to fight for since,ā€ he says, ā€œbeing here again is painful, but it also reminds me of the resilience and hope that have kept me going all these years.ā€

šŸ’¦Amid the wreckageā€”broken pipes, ceiling fan blades, and splintered furnitureā€”a copy of the Quran lies open. Its binding has come undone, and itā€™s missing most of its pages. Sanad picks it up gently.

Sanad finds a copy of the Quran lying among the debris
šŸŽ€Sanad finds a copy of the Quran lying among the debris @i.sanadosama via Instagram

šŸŸHe looks around, his eyes fixing on the stairwayā€”now leading to nowhere. He walks toward it and begins to climb. As he reaches the top, a scene unfolds before himā€”one that looks like a set from a dystopian, apocalyptic film. Only this was the reality of Rafah.

A stairway
A stairway @i.sanadosama via Instagram

Slain trees lie scattered among the ruins, their trunks broken like the city itself. Twisted metal peeks out from under the crumbled cement structures. The neighbourhood where Sanad once played football as a child is goneā€”reduced to dust and memories

view from the top of the stairway
view from the top of the stairway @i.sanadosama via Instagram

šŸ’§With most of the house blown to bits, Sanad tries to salvage whatever he can. He digs through the debris, pulling out a few pairs of clothesā€”dusty jeans and some colourful shirts. When he and his family fled, they packed only what they could carry. For the past year and a half, they have been living off those few belongings.

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Clothes pulled out from under the debris
Clothes pulled out from under the debris @i.sanadosama via Instagram

šŸØHis father sits atop a mound of rubble, patiently removing each misshapen piece, one by one. Even he doesnā€™t know what heā€™s searching forā€”perhaps a memory, a fragment of their past, anything that still feels like home.

šŸ²ā€œIn the end we just took some wood for fire and clothes and then left,ā€ Sanad says.

Sanad's father trying to salvage what he can
Sanad's father trying to salvage what he can @i.sanadosama via Instagram

šŸŒ³The twenty-year-old also finds something he perhaps would have preferred not toā€” a piece of the very bomb that destroyed his home.

A part of the bomb which destroyed Sanad's home
A part of the bomb which destroyed Sanad's home @i.sanadosama via Instagram

šŸ°Sanad Osama Al-Qadi is one of ten in his family. He once lived in a happy home with his father, two brothers, sister, and their families. Life was normal thenā€”he spent his days studying, dreaming of becoming a pharmacist one day.

ź¦°For now, they return to Khan Yunis, clinging to the hope of rebuilding their home. But Sanad doesnā€™t know how that will happen. There is no money, no manpower, no resources, no help. Even finding a meal each day is a struggle.

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