āUnder the blue skies of Gaza lie endless stretches of greyāa graveyard of once-loved homes. Rubble from one building blends into the next, making it impossible to tell where one ends and another begins.
šWhen the war began in October 2023, Sanad and his family fled in fear for their lives. Just 12 hours after they left, their home was bombarded. As the war comes to an end, he returns home, only to find it gone.
āUnder the blue skies of Gaza lie endless stretches of greyāa graveyard of once-loved homes. Rubble from one building blends into the next, making it impossible to tell where one ends and another begins.
šTwenty-year-old Sanad walks from his makeshift shelter in Khan Yunis to Rafah, to see what remains of his five-story home. When the war began in October 2023, he and his family fled in fear for their lives. Just 12 hours after they left, their home was bombardedāwhile the structure was left standing, the home was hollowed out. In the second bombing, however, most of it turned to rubble.
š³āEverything is gone,ā Sanad says in a video he posts on social media after heās come to terms with reality that his home really is gone. His eyes are puffy and cheeks look flushed, but when he faces the camera, he shrugs.
ź§āEverything is gone but all we can say is thank God for everything.ā
ą·“As Sanad treads through the one portion of the house which remains standing, barely, he finds some personal belongings, remnants of a happier time.
š„āThis isnāt just a house. Itās a reminder of everything Iāve lost and everything lāve had to fight for since,ā he says, ābeing here again is painful, but it also reminds me of the resilience and hope that have kept me going all these years.ā
š¦Amid the wreckageābroken pipes, ceiling fan blades, and splintered furnitureāa copy of the Quran lies open. Its binding has come undone, and itās missing most of its pages. Sanad picks it up gently.
šHe looks around, his eyes fixing on the stairwayānow leading to nowhere. He walks toward it and begins to climb. As he reaches the top, a scene unfolds before himāone that looks like a set from a dystopian, apocalyptic film. Only this was the reality of Rafah.
Slain trees lie scattered among the ruins, their trunks broken like the city itself. Twisted metal peeks out from under the crumbled cement structures. The neighbourhood where Sanad once played football as a child is goneāreduced to dust and memories
š§With most of the house blown to bits, Sanad tries to salvage whatever he can. He digs through the debris, pulling out a few pairs of clothesādusty jeans and some colourful shirts. When he and his family fled, they packed only what they could carry. For the past year and a half, they have been living off those few belongings.
šØHis father sits atop a mound of rubble, patiently removing each misshapen piece, one by one. Even he doesnāt know what heās searching forāperhaps a memory, a fragment of their past, anything that still feels like home.
š²āIn the end we just took some wood for fire and clothes and then left,ā Sanad says.
š³The twenty-year-old also finds something he perhaps would have preferred not toā a piece of the very bomb that destroyed his home.
š°Sanad Osama Al-Qadi is one of ten in his family. He once lived in a happy home with his father, two brothers, sister, and their families. Life was normal thenāhe spent his days studying, dreaming of becoming a pharmacist one day.
ź¦°For now, they return to Khan Yunis, clinging to the hope of rebuilding their home. But Sanad doesnāt know how that will happen. There is no money, no manpower, no resources, no help. Even finding a meal each day is a struggle.